Posted By Tammie on February 2, 2010
Okay, so I have a habit of eating at my computer. It’s a bad habit, but with all the things I need to do in a day, I have little time to just play, write, or eat for that matter. So, today I decided to de-crumb my keyboard. It wasn’t pretty.
Unfortunately, as I sat at my desk there was an ugly reminder of how disorganized I have become. Where did all this STUFF come from? It’s good stuff (I think). Buried among the ruins I see the sample tube of hand lotion I was looking for the other day. There’s my assignment book…let’s see last entry was on January 3rd. Okay, so I’m behind in writing everything down. What else can I find? There’s the pen that my son, Nicholas (son #2) gave to me. A GIANT sunflower attached to a pen with florist’s tape; a memory of Mother’s Day and a cheery reminder that brightens my day. Somehow, I can’t part with it.
My cell phone is under my last edition of America Family Association’s Journal. I haven’t had time to read that yet. I’m sure there will be a great article…seems like global warming is on the cover. Multiple Post-it notes with Joshua’s (son #1) work schedule. Rebate to mail in for my dear husband, Tim. Oh, there’s something I can throw out, a reminder to take the quiz for my online course…DONE!
Yes, that is really my mess! Sad, isn’t it?
But, I have been reading and learning. I’ve been listening and observing. I know all about organizing and keeping things tidy. I know all about…
The truth of the matter is no amount of learning or education will prepare me to clean up my act. I just have to do it. I have to stop relying on myself and look to God who is the ruler of my life!
Have you ever found yourself in my predicament? Oh, I hope I’m not alone. Struggling to “learn” yet never having time, energy, or organization to put it into action? I’m just an ordinary woman, with an ordinary life, that has been called by God to do extraordinary things for Him. I have yet to reach the status of the Proverbs 31 woman, but more important is that I keep trying, striving, seeking, and acknowledging that I am nothing on my own and that God is the leader of my life. His Spirit will be my guide.
Well, it’s about 1-1/2 hours later, as I finish up this post. I got up, got moving, and got my desk organized. I threw out all the junk, filed all my important papers, put Joshua’s schedule on a central calendar, organized my writing notebook, work notebook, and even have the rebate envelope stamped, ready for tomorrow’s mail. See, I can get it done when I set my mind and my heart to it. Tomorrow I will be much more productive as I start my day with this load lifted.
Sometimes we just need to take little steps to get ourselves going again, remembering that along our jumbled lives, there is a God looking after us and loving us through it all….
I’m just an ordinary woman, with an ordinary life, that has been called by a magnificent God, to do extraordinary things for Him. To God be the glory.
“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28
©Tammie Swaney 2010
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